| whats up. nothing much here just eatin some dinner and gettin rdy to go to work. as i get older i notice that ppl i onced called freinds are starting to change. some for the better and some for the worse. i have lost alot of friends since i have moved. this moved has shown me who my true friends are and who arent my friends. idk what to do anymore. well i will be back in kansas sometime in the near future i have no money to go back right now so its gonna wait for a bit. for some weird reason i had enough money to put down a down payment on some plain tickets lol. well thats it i am out of have a good time but be safe later |
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| well i figured i would update again since i am bored and have nothing to do cuz i cant drive no place cuz i got drunk. well lets see if i do make it back to kansas i cant just stay at your place andrea. and plus idk if its such a good idea if i do cuz your mom does hate me and all and prolly wouldnt let me stay anyways.lets see what else i am looking for a new job. old one sucked so i quit it lets see if i dont get one soon i really wont have anything to keep my mind off of all the pain that i have inside me. i use work to keep my mind off of things that make me hurt but when i dont have work i go crazy and do stupid shit and well i need a job bad but no one is hiring right now they are laying everyone off instead of hiring.well i gtg pass out i didnt even make it to midnight what a fucking shame i am worthless now i need to quit drinking owell
later to who ever reads this
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| well andrea just changed my xanga around for me and it looks cool and sounds cool. today has been a really really bad day. besides the fact that my wisdom teeth are coming in now and i cant eat anythin or drink very much my parents decided to bitch me out over the phone for no reason. my jobs sucks. this town sucks and i really do want to move back home but i dont think i can cuz so much has changed since i left. i dont know who i would hang out with or what i would do and i really dont know what to do anymore. i really wish it would all end right now cuz i really dont want to go on right now i hate my life and i hate the place i am at right now. all i can do is hope to win the lottery and get some money so i wont be poor the rest of my life lol. o wait i have shitty luck. i am bond to be single for the rest of my life and well i think i am gonna try to drink my self to death here soon cuz it will be fun not lol but owell maybe while i am doin that i will meet someone at a bar or club that is the same as me and maybe we wont be lonely but thats only wishful thanking and well i think i am gonna go now cuz i am upset and tired of being on and got a headache and i think i have pissed everyone off that i have talked to so well this is good bye for now have a great life since i wont be later all |
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| Hm..So schmede told me to update for him..and to sound like him..but i decided against it..lol..
This is Andrea..updatin for Schmede! heck yes!
Well..I guess he went to Medford? for christmas..got drunk w/his uncle..and got to spend time with family. he had fun.....
but i so think he needs to come back down to ks and soon b/c i miss him n'so does everyone else!
He's been gone a couple months now,and it really sucks..even tho he may like it? i dont care..lol he works at like best buy warehouse or something..and i guess he likes it.which is good.im glad he likes it there and what not.
Thats all for now..maybe he'll update later. |
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| well i seems that i dont do a good job at updaten this thing lol well i never have anything to say on it but i will try. i work at bestbuy. i do nothin but set on my ass and get paid for it lol well spet on truk nights then i work tell like 1 to 3 in the morning. i miss all my friends back in kansas even tho they dont call me that much i never know when to call them cuz idk what they aer doin lol. i still need to get a new car. i havent found one yet but i will be lookin for one tell i get one lol. the ppl i work with are cool most of them are around my age. i miss pizza hut in some weird way but from what i have heard it sucks there now cuz everyone quit after i left lol. well hmmm lets see i suck at this lol i guess thats about it for now later |
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